After an amazing kindness week last week it’s hard to imagine it being topped but the kindness mastermind has carried over into this week and I can’t help but still keep on looking for random acts of kindness, the word for this week for me to observe is discipline and it’s something that I have lacked in my life or is it? I had been saying to myself that I lacked discipline in my life that I believed it so strongly that I identified it as one big area of weakness for me but during one of my 15 minute sits I started to think about it and realised that I have shown discipline in my life such as holding down 2 different jobs for over 10 years each, I have exercised 3 times a week or more for as long as I can remember and last year I gave up drinking alcohol so do you know what I am going to give myself some credit for once.
I have come to realise that I am capable of being disciplined but maybe the subtext should’ve been I have lacked discipline in some areas of my life such as sticking to the task in my network marketing business but I have breathed a sigh of relief because it’s not something I am bad at I have established that I can do it, so maybe it was a lack of focus and not discipline as a result I was focusing on the wrong problem, if you’re still with me after that you’re incredible!!
I am finding out a lot about myself and at first it was very difficult to look at myself I mean really look at myself and cut the B.S. as Mark would say and realise that all this crap that I had been telling myself isn’t true now I might have been carrying out behaviour to support my beliefs to make it true because as humans we make decisions and then look for reasons to support our beliefs, if the reasons aren’t there we will justify it some how what a strange creature us humans are but on the flip side we do have the capacity to change which makes us unique.
As far as this discipline thing goes do you know what I am still here on The Master Key Experience doing the work so this is another example of discipline, if I wasn’t disciplined I would’ve quit my network marketing business as well, now I have put the ball down for a while but never quit I decided to seek out the top earners in network marketing and read the books, listened to the audios and attended seminars this discipline thing isn’t my problem I am convinced of that now so I am going to focus on the main thing and as Mark says the main thing is keeping the main thing the main thing, maybe I am not doomed to fail after all I am going to focus on the areas of weakness that I have and maybe I will discover that I am capable of focus too.