Do It Now!!!
I have experience a great amount of ability and strength this week. Im starting to recognize and appreciate my accomplishments. At one point in my life I never understood the feeling of an accomplishment. I was so caught up in trying to fulfill my future goals. I wasn’t enjoying any accomplishments I made it the present time.
I started reading this book THE POWER OF NOW by Eckhart Tolle. Man oh Man!! This book has help me to literally not to think about my past or stressed about my future. I actually learn how to appreciate the present moment.
My first 3 days of reading the book. I had so many weird emotions running through me head. First I tried not to attach any feelings to my crazy thought patterns as well as trying to stay calm and collective. All the while trying to live in the now. I honestly felt like a rock sinking in quicksand.
My day to day thought process is usually me thinking ahead or worrying about time running out. Whether it be 5 or 10 minutes, an hour, 2 years, or 10 years. Im always thinking ahead pressuring myself to complete each task or goal.
Now that I’m living in the moment with no time cap on anything. I feel so at ease. My brain finally put to rest. Living in the now, I became totally aware of the small things. For instance I started doing thing on demand, like taking action right then and there.
I finally made a schedule of daily routines to do, to help my business. Which I struggled to complete for many many years. I also reframe from looking for the time, Which help me to execute on spontaneous decision as well.
Living in the present time is refreshing.
I now have the Knowledge of power, the courage to dare, and the faith to do
Timmy Girl (Timeka Douse)