Mkmma week 16

I have always struggled with the idea of what makes me so special, I would never except that I could be more or have more than the other guy.  Chapter 4 tells us we are nature’s greatest miracle, I wrestled with this thought and finally linking it to Jesus say” many are called but few are chosen”.  I think I understand though, all are created with greatness but not all will accept, rise, develope the greatness with which they were created.  I am nature’s greatest miracle( even as I type this, the old blue print is screaming,” what makes you so special”.?). Jesus, I hope in my life time I can help people develope better thought patterns and build positive blue prints so they don’t have to wrestle like this.  I will continue doing the exercises with enthusiasm because I am determined to be free.

Mkmma week 15

desirable conditions are secured by entertaining desirable thoughts only.(mental diet).

My thoughts and theme for 2018 are ABUNDANCE and I have to say the “universal mind, GOD, must be happy with that because there is this energy in the past 2 weeks that seems to come into my feet from the earth and explodes in my thoughts, words and smiles.  I have not in a long time wanted to give, sing, dance, move, love, encourage, receive(I’m a giver), shout that life is great, abundant.  I’m so positively charged that the negatives that used to weigh me down are slipping away, the negative thoughts come but they don’t stay and I find myself laughing at them.  In 2018 I speak abundance, live abundance, dream abundance, give and receive abundantly, lavishing(I love this word) love, peace, hope and joy on all whom I meet.

 

Mkmma week 11

my personal trainer informed me he was switching up my leg routine, to simulate cycling up hill.  14 lbs on the press up and down in a fluid motion, no stopping for 15 mins.  I put my mind into sit mode focused on the goal and smashed it.  I put the law of substitution in practice, instead of thinking about the pain I was celebrating the victory.

Mkmma week 9

so I meet my future self and she is a total BADASS, she knows what she wants and she doesn’t apologize for the knowing or the wanting.  She loves life, loves people.  She is whole,perfect,strong, loving, harmonious and happy.  She greets each day with love in her heart.  She zealously cares for her body, feeding it only that which fuels it, sculpting and definein it until it looks to her like a warrior Goddess.  She and I are great friends, we are one.

Mkmma week 8

I groomed a dog on Saturday, this poor dog was so matted, the hair was actually pelted to his skin.  The dog was very aggressive and angered to be touched, I’m sure that matted fur pulled on his skin and was quite uncomfortable.  We were able to get him to the table without getting bit, as we shaved the fur he relaxed and started to stretch himself out.  after removing all the hair, the little guy was super sweet giving us kisses and jumping and wagging his tail.  I tell this story because it made me think of cement that we are incased in, how it restricts us and makes us uncomfortable which can leave us angry.  I feel with the mkmma program as I learn to think constructively, as the cement is chipped away I can stretch out and become playful like a child, free.  Jesus said” unless we become like little children we can in no way enter the kingdom”.  Children trust, they don’t worry about the mechanisms they live in the intention.

Mkmma week 7

finally have a DMP that stubby can work with.  I got a little behind on things but feeling caught up at this point.  Grrrrrr. The seven day diet, I love the changes I see in myself, but it may take 7 weeks to get 7 straight days of NO negative thoughts.  I will greet this day with love in my heart, and how will I confront each whom I meet?  In only one way, in silence and to my self I will address him and say I love you.  When I do this no matter what the situation I find i do not lose patience  with my tough customers because I just silently told them I love them.

Master mind week 4

constructive thinking…. giving subby  a blue print.  I’m starting to see the correlations.  Feeling like controlling my thoughts is getting much easier and they are more like building blocks as apposed to the muddy thoughts previously.  And I am waking with a vitalty and enthusiasm I had been missing for a long time.  I love masterminding with my sponsors and with my group on Wednesday evenings.  I also enjoyed masterminding after Sunday’s lesson where we discovered it doesn’t matter what is in your past, because ” today I start a NEW LIFE, I walk tall among men and they know me not, for today I am a new man with a new life.  Oh yes, lets go 100%. Dig dip, dig dipper then dig dipper yet.  I CAN BE WHAT “I” WILL TO BE.