Tons of Crazyness

Hey guys! There has been so much change around me and I been so busy.

One of the crazy things is that I’ll be heading to Florida for a quick drive then hitting a plane back! Life is throwing all kinds of curve balls at me something big must be coming down the pipe!!

Also, I went live on facebook for the first time it was fun and totally random. Wasn’t planned just happened. My family asked me to post on facebook for a open house it was fun.

https://www.facebook.com/bobsgardencenter/videos/10155772284363286/

(Here is the facebook link.. )

 

 

So many changes

So many things are changing in my life right now. I’m really excited and thankful for all the love around me.

 

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You know, The compass that found me was the only one of two they had (which I got both).. but this one (the cheaper one) is my team color, has a magnifying glass, is  a whistle (To help celebrate and call the future), and hidden behind has a thermostat to let me know the current temperature (Climate).

 

Fun fun!

Week 4

So, While listening to the reply for the Sunday Meeting, there was a vision that kept popping into my mind. I’m not sure how to explain it.. but imagine a very large rectangle. Say it’s about the size of a road and about 10 feet tall. The block stretches on down on what looks like to be a road. You can’t see the other end of the rock but you are up and personal with the left side. Every day something unusual happens to the rectangle. It’s made up of what looks to be green marble. You are given a chizzle, and with that chizzle, you can make whatever you want on the side of the rock from the left-hand side. At the end of the day.. maybe 20 or 30 feet in.. the stone is then divided up into a fresh rectangle again. Anything that you chizzled into the rock you get to keep but any part of the rock that is intact get hauled away never to be seen again.  As the days go by I get better at chizzling .. I don’t know it’s just something interesting I been thnking about.. Though I would share.

Week 2 – Staying the Course..

Well, It has been an interesting week. My grandmother who I love dearly and is so much a part of me had had cancer move into the lining of her brain. We were able to get her to Florida and back for a trip she wanted to do, but now she is at a point where she hasn’t eaten or really gotten out of bed in 48 hours. I’m externally sad and sending out good energy.

With that said.. with the program I been keeping up with my readings and doing the exercises. The note cards I did lose for one day only because I took them with me but I was able to recall from memory (Good Brain :) ).  I found that with walking I have time to focus on the world within and it is easier in the morning to bring attention to my internal order. Late day it isn’t as easy but for this to happen so fast I’m looking forward to growing this muscle.

Another thing interesting is that when we where to pick the two items, I picked Legacy and Helping Others. They were not the two I wanted to pick, but I trusted the process and those were the ones I hurry up and circled. A interesting reflection and excited to see where it leads me.

Week 1 – Learning the ropes

This is my first post, and I found that my favorite quote from the series so far has been .. Notice where you <black> …

The best and easiest thing I been looking forward to is the 15 minutes of keeping still. Last night I ran into one hickup, and everyone with kids knows being flexible is where the fun begins. I decided to schedule the Workbook readings until after I drop everyone off at school and can be alone.  The first three nights I found that I been up until 2 in the morning between school schedules, family fun, and assimilating and acculturating to the program. Having the workbook and the majority of the work done in the morning opens my day where there is one less thing for me to worry about, and I can focus on the daily tasks quickly and efficiently.

What does this have to do with <blank>.  Resistance is the name of the game so far. This has been the fun little puppy that been popping up and down.  Noticing where I <resist> is starting to give me volumes of information to digest and dissect. These a giving my gems on what habits I can release and where I have new room