Week 7: up & down, back & forth, in & out…

Hey y’all…

Not sure if anyone else experiences this but it’s been a pretty intense feeling for me lately…

some days are good – others, not so much…

sometimes things are great – then the next they’re not…

 

Rollercoasters Of Life:

Up & Down, Back & Forth, In & Out…

excited for the thrill and can’t wait for the next ride…the last one was a little dissappointing but I’m glad I gave it a try…from the observers perspective that one over there looks a bit too high…still I won’t be intimidated and let life pass me by…

Up & Down, Back & Forth, In & Out…

oh look that one has a dark and scary tunnel…but it’s such a small portion of the ride it shouldn’t be any trouble…when I see it from the outside the full ride is more visible…as soon as I take a seat though the nerves begin to settle…

Up & Down, Back & Forth, In & Out…

wait a minute, maybe this was a bad idea, I totally shouldn’t be here…from this perspective things look way worse than I thought and in sets the fear…too late now better strap in, time to set my expectations and make them clear…off we go, let the journey begin, picking up speed and here comes our first veer…

Up & Down, Back & Forth, In & Out…

 

to be continued…

 

hugs & hearts

lucenda

Week 6: love in my heart

Greetings everyone!

Has this past week been a bit of a doozy for anyone else?!? Starting this new scroll couldn’t have come at a better time…

Something I’ve gained an awareness of about myself is being filled with an incredible amount of love (as we all are!) but it tends to be somewhat metered.  I’m not 100% sure what causes me to turn it on and off… I have a feeling it’s constsantly on and I just let it flow without intentionally/purposefully replenishing it so when it’s out, it’s out and I’m down for the count until I can recouporate. DEFINITELY not the way I’d like to live my life… Being reminded to consciously connect to the love in my heart is a great start at remedying this I believe.

A little something I picked up from A Course In Miracles that truly resonates – “everything is either Love or a cry out for Love”. Another great reminder, especially with the continuous craziness going on in the states lately. I hope we can all endeavor to strengthen our heart muscles and greet each day with love in our hearts no matter what =)

 

hearts & hugs,

lucenda

 

 

Week 5: The Press Release!!!

This was probably one of the most fun exercises/tasks I ever felt like we were given in the MKE! I spent a great deal of time creating and revising the original one, but guess what!?! I totally didn’t care because it was super exciting for me and I got to let all the creativity just flow as fast as my imagination could put it into words =)

I will likely do a bit more tweaking before adding the page to my blog, but here’s the original version:

https://masterkeylucyb.wordpress.com/press-release/

Being on a magazine cover or featured in an article really isn’t something I’m into, yet I can tell it’s likely going to be something that comes along with the territory my dreams are filled with. I had my first glimpse of what that may be in undergrad and was totally reminded of why its not my thing lol! All well, I’ll still share…

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Heres to getting more comfortable being uncomfortable!

hug & hearts

lucenda

Week 4: just breathe…

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Soooooo…

I feel myself drifting and sliping a bit, which isn’t great – but at the same time I still have this peace within myself about everything that’s occurring and unfolding in the most unpredictable, synchronicity ways…

I am about to embark on a completely new venture with a new job unlike anything I’ve ever done before. It’s going to be taxing on my body, this is a fact… particularly at the current point in time when I’m undergoing a cleanse/detox of the utmost importance. But even given this truth, I thoroughly look forward to the totality of this experience. I will come home tired some days, but it’s going to be fun… I will have times when I want to give in to the voices in my head telling me “wtf are you doing this for, you should be  focusing on your own business creation”, which I am – but I am wise enough to know and realize the things that are necessary to set myself up for success and RIGHT NOW, that is having a job that provides a steady income, allowing me to create momentum, forward motion and build up some confidence as well as drive towards actualizing all the thoughts swirling in my head around all the things I desire to give of myself to the world!!! This is not permanent, this is a stepping stone in the direction of my dreams and visions. This on top of all the other things going on in my life like getting acclimated to a new home and environment, all the many MKE endeavors – oh, and that little friend called sleep, lol!

So in the words of OG, I utter these words any time I feel the struggle creeping up within me, “… I BEGIN TO AWAKE EACH MORNING WITH A VITALITY I HAVE NEVER KNOW BEFORE. MY VIGOR INCREASES, MY ENTHUSIAM RISES, MY DESIRE TO MEET THE WORLD OVERCOMES EVERY FEAR I ONCE KNEW AT SUNRISE, AND I FIND MYSELF HAPPIER THAN I EVER BELIEVED IT POSSIBLE TO BE IN THIS WORLD…”

***mic drop***

hugs & hearts

lucenda

Week 3: and the beat goes on…

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You know what, I think it’s confession time… after all, we may not always like the truth, but it will certainly set you free if you allow yourself to open up and surrender to it…

I love the master keys – I love the mkmma team – I trust the process – I believe in the value… all of these and many other reasons are why I’m back again.

With that said, I have A LOT going on in my life right now and as much as I know the value, this course just hasn’t made anywhere near the top of that list… my physical health is #1, getting settled into my new home is #2, finding or creating some sources of income is #3, and I honestly have about 4-5 other course type endeavors that I’m working on at the same time just to name a few…

Now do bare in mind all of these things are intimately interrelated in unseen subliminal ways, but I’m becoming more and more aware of my need to improve self-discipline, focus and clarity. I have quite big and broad dreams so my goals now are to hone in on how to bring those down into manageable pieces I can take productive inspired action on to create some forward momentum for myself.

So let me chat about the MKE component I’ve directed most of my attention to: My DMP =)

In working on and revising my DMP, I see my deepest desires and dreams spelled out, but I’m having difficulty with the details portion. Quite frankly, I’m outcome and result oriented and I personally don’t really care about the details of how or the way in which I get there just so long as I get there — I suppose you could say my preference is the path of least resistance (which is totally dependent on me, I know)…

The process of adding greater detail has stumped me. When I try, i have little to no emotional reaction to it because I’m genuinely unattached to that type of detail… sure you can attach any emotion to any thought you desire, but there comes a point when that can become materialistically driven, inauthentic, unhealthy and unproductive – which I say this from personal experience!

So there’s a bit of a struggle going on as I continue digging deeper and getting more clear on the details of my desires to say the very least, lol…

BUT the beat goes on…

hug & hearts,

~LB

 

Week 2: Personal, Pivotal, Needs, oh my…

Well I’m plugging and chugging along with everything, still catching up a bit but definitely hanging in there. This past week and some change I worked on my DMP a ton. Adding in my PPNs after the webinar was a bit of a shocker for me actually!

The first time around my PPNs were true health and liberty – those were was I circled first after doing the exercise. As I began putting them into my DMP it flowed quite well and I felt good about having them as my PPNs because they were the most important things I was struggling with at the time. Later on I found out that PPNs were described as “oxygen for the soul” and I suddenly questioned my PPNs… what makes me come alive or feels like oxygen for my soul, at the time, I would have said was something more along the lines of helping people and recognition for creative expression.

NOW, going through the exercise again and having had some major growth between then and now, I know without a shadow of a doubt of my true PPNs is Spiritual Growth… it was funny because when Mark mentioned it this time around I was like, “What?! That’s an option for PPNs?! No way that was there before, I didn’t even see it?!”… lol! So that one jumped out immediately, but the second had some hesitation about it. My thoughts went back to what Id later learned about PPNs being oxygen for the soul and what I thought they could have been then… eventually I just picked liberty.

So throughout the past week I read through my DMP to see what themes were throughout and which PPNs were already there without my being intentional about it… I could see a little true health, definitely some recognition for creative expression, and hints at liberty too. Needless to say, the jury is still out for the final ones, but I was pleased with my choice to go with spiritual growth and liberty for now.

If anyone else had any roundabout thoughts on their PPNs, I encourage you to just trust your instincts and go with what comes first… the process will continue and if you decide to change your mind later on, great!… if you’re rock solid on them already, great!… the journey continues to unfold and all is well =)

 

hugs and hearts,

lucenda

Week 1: Master Key Experience

Master Key Experience – take 2… and ACTION ;-)

Hi Everyone!

Apologies for my delayed week one entry… these past few weeks (heck, past few months!) have been an absolutely whirlwind of very interesting experiences to say the least…

As you may have guessed by my title, this is my second round of going through the master keys, and let me tell you, now that I’ve had about a year or so break from my initial massive impact round and watched my DMP unfold, I’m that much more excited to jump in and dive even deeper this time!!!

This course completely changed my life the first time around… I was SO lost and confused about virtually everything in this world – THEN came the master key mastremind alliance (enter Mark, Davene and the whole crew…) and my life got flipped turned upside down… in the most amazing ways possible, don’t worry :-)

For all the first timers out there, I encourage you to sit back and relax as much as possible WHILE doing the work to the upmost best of your ability  - get ready for the time of your lives!

hugs & hearts

~LB