What a week this has been. After 19 weeks I am amazed how life seems to be in line with what we are leaning. As I strive to be dedicated to my PPNs and helping others in life and business there are always the moments that make you want to throw in the towel and say screw everyone else. I had one of those moments, the beauty is they are short lived and getting shorter all the time.
After dedicating over a year to help an employee grow, sending her to training, investing in her, she gave me notice she was leaving to go work for someone else. Ironically this is the same person I referred to last week about knowing it all but not putting it to work. I could feel my face get hot and red, my heart race, I told her ” Great, good luck” with such shortness she knew I did not mean it. She said well at least you didn’t tell me to “F” off, to which I replied “not to your face”. She left my office and there it was FEAR, what was I going to do, what about the clients, what about me, what about everything I did for you? I call my husband and my coach in a panic, what will happen, I should just close, how can I make it, how will want to work for me? Ok step back, take a breath, helping others is what you want, growing people is what you want, teaching people is what you want. She is doing what you are wanting, is it good for all????? not in the moment!! does it take anyone else’s good??? Yeah MINE!!!
The day, I sweet lady applies for the same position, with many years experience ready to work any days and hours. 2 days after that another girl who has wanted to work for me for years is ready to start working for me in a few weeks. Wait, what, 2 more people want to work for me in another department, with drive, ambition, ready to work whenever I need. They all have heard that although I can be tough, I am caring and want to strive for more and to build people up.
I did wind up telling the girl leaving that I wasn’t mad and I do wish her luck with her new job and I do actually mean it. We bought her a cake and celebrated. I do really mean it too. When I step back and really put all this stuff we are learning to work and practice I know that it was GOOD all along for all of us. It was good for my business, my staff, all the new people wanting to work for me.
I know that all that I am working on in this class has changed me, my mindset, my business, my team our culture and it is amazing. I know that everything is as it should be. FEAR is overcome with the consciousness of power. I have got the Power.
I am Whole Perfect Strong Powerful Loving Harmonious and Happy!!!