Week 21 – Tough Times But I Got This

This week has been a week of struggle to say the least.

The Universe, The Divine was testing me and I almost gave in…but I didn’t!  I missed more sits and reads this week than any other week.  I also had more downfalls this week.  Yesterday (Thursday) I had to fight off the negative thoughts all day.

And quite frankly, I am exhausted from this week.  It’s taking a lot of effort to even write this…but I’m doing it.  I’m doing it because I have control and I Am natures greatest miracle and I Am living this day as if it is my last.

After all, everything is  a miracle and I chose to look at everything this way.  As much as that old blue print is trying to bring me down, it will not.  I will push through because the gold is within me!

Bring it on Universe…bring it on Life!  I’m ready!  I got this!

Week 19 – What You Think About, You Become

The last month has been a month of manifestation.  The Law of Attraction, Law of Growth, and Law of Vibration have truly been at work in Luke and my life.

Luke gets a call from a media company that they want to partner with him on one of his videos. He signs the license and his video hits over 3.8 million views.

His following on social media grows exponentially and people are in LOVE with his work.

He starts his Etsy page and has over 14 sales in the first week with tons of people showing interest in his other work and anxiously awaiting his other works of art! This is only the beginning for him.

I go down to Miami for training and while on a boat cruise with my mentors from Phoenix, they invite me to a private event with some of the most successful people in the world (yes, a group of people who are part of the 2%). I had envisioned being at this event and meeting these people in person but it manifested way faster than I could have expected! Again, thank you Law of Attraction!

While at this private event, something in me clicks! It doesn’t matter what people think, what people think “I’m in”, if people think I’m some “crazy lady”, or if people simply don’t believe in the mission we are on and the vision we have. Sometimes dreams are too big for small minds and that’s okay. I TRULY realized how BIG life really is. I just had to meet some of the BIGGEST minds in the world to have it truly click.

There’s a marvelous life currently being manifested for Luke and I. There is NO LIMIT to our THINKING and therefore there is NO LIMIT to what we WILL become!The-Law-of-Attraction-And-Positive-Thinking

Week 18 – Self Control and Pure Amazing Myself

My Franklin Make-over word for the week was Self Control.

I was reflecting on my week last night and going over how many times I intentionally saw acts of self control and then I realized something.  I realized I had a week of the most self control I have ever had in my life without even realizing it while it occurred.

If this week would have happened four months ago, I would have been a complete mess and have had a melt down.   But this week I had complete mental relaxation and self control despite everything that happened.

Monday morning started with a text message from my dad saying he was air lifted to Mayo having a heart attack and had two stents put in over the night.  Monday morning also greeted us with a complete white-out snow storm.  This was a problem because my dad had been at Treasure Island Casino in Red Wing when he had the heart attack and therefore his belongings and car were still there (about an hour drive from our home town and then another hour and a half from there to go see him at the hospital).  My sister and I headed towards Red Wing in the snow storm.  What usually is a one hour trip ended up taking two hours.  Our original intention was to get his things and then head over to Rochester to visit our dad at Mayo but because we couldn’t even see where we were driving in the Treasure Island parking lot and just barely made it up the hill to the casino in the first place, we decided to eat lunch and accept the fact that we may end up staying the night there.  We ended up getting back to Winona in my dads car since that had All Wheel Drive again taking about two hours for what usually is a one hour drive.  We never did get to Mayo on Monday to see him.

Tuesday I worked my regular hours at my job but then had already planned on babysitting my friends daughter so had that responsibility as well.  I also started another job so had training for that job as well.  All this while patiently waiting to go see my dad for the first time after his heart attack after all my prior commitments for the day were taken care of.  That was a long day.  About 14 hours straight through with no break but I got to see my dad this day.

Wednesday was another day of my regular hours at work, more babysitting that I had previously committed to, and more training at my new job all while knowing my dad was patiently waiting to be discharged and picked up at Mayo by my sister and I.  I should mention that each trip to see my dad was an hour drive each way.  We picked him up, got back to Winona, I ran into my new job to do a little more training, went to the grocery store to get my dad HEALTHY food, and went to his house for a couple hours to make sure he was settling in and actually eating healthy (one of my PPN’s is True Health and preventative and holistic healthcare is my passion so you can imagine the conversations that were going on with my dad who has lived a little less than healthy most of his life.)

Thursday I could kind of breath again but then I remembered I was leaving for Miami the following day for a 9 day trip (for some reason all the last minute details that were supposed to be taken care of on Monday were left to be taken care of on Thursday).  Well this day I woke up, started getting ready for a full day of work and I think my body was telling me to slow down because I started getting light-heading and as I turned white I would bend down to hang my head upside down, feel a little better, continue getting ready, and repeat the same thing over again.  I called into work to tell them I would be late due to the fact I was laying down so I didn’t faint.  After a brief nap I ended up getting to work and putting in a six hour day instead of an eight hour day, went home to make dinner, then went to my dads to check on him.  Oh yes, I also had more things to take care of before leaving for Miami on Friday so those were accomplished late Thursday night.

Friday I woke up early to finish packing, headed to work for a few hours, completed some online training modules I needed to complete for my new job, and went in to get a little more training done for my new job.  By five, I was ready to drive to Minneapolis, called my dad quick before leaving to make sure everything was fine, and took off to my friends house where I would stay overnight to catch my flight early Saturday morning.

Saturday! Well here I am in Miami for our World Conference convention for my company.  What a week. And all while remaining calm and not experiencing even one moment of mental break-down, confusion, anxiety, or overwhelm.

Oh yes!  I should probably mention that Luke started an Etsy page for his skateboard rings on Sunday (the day before my dad had the heart attack).  There had been such a demand from people because of his video that went viral that he decided to try selling the rings.  Well, he’s had 13 sales so far (in less than a week) and I have shipped packages of rings to Austria, Switzerland, Hong Kong, United Kingdom, and throughout the United States in between all the hectic-ness that has taken place this week.  Our minds are completely blown on how well the rings have been doing but that’s things manifesting in the outward world. My heart is full!  Luke so deserves this!

I have absolutely amazed myself and really didn’t even realize how calm and collected I’ve been until reflecting on my week last night.  And guess what!  All of this and not a sit or read that was missed!

All I can say is I love myself and I am absolutely, fantastically, marvelously, ecstatically super amazed at what I went through this week all while having more self control than I ever have had!

 

Week 17 – Things are manifesting!

Things I’ve envisions are manifesting into the physical world.  Luke had a Facebook/YouTube channel contact him and promote one of his videos.  It is now at over 3 million views!  His fan following has more than quadrupled since Sunday!  Then they called him again wanting to help him with two more of his videos.  Then he gets a call from another company wanting to use his videos!  Having a profitable YouTube channel and online presence for his woodwork has been in my visualizations and on our movie poster.

We’re getting our finances together and debts paid off using the Dave Ramsey Total Money Makeover and good things have happened ever since.  I landed a new job where I will get paid for sleeping for about half of the shifts and during the other half I’ll have new opportunities for making new networks and friendships.  Plus it’s totally accelerating our debt payoff and we already paid off one whole debt since the beginning of the month!  I truly believe that as we take care of the money we have now, the Universe will know we will use more money responsibly; use it not for our pleasure but to help us further fulfill our purpose on this earth and to cooperate with the Natural Law.

And then guess what we learned about in my Be the Change yoga session this week??  Focused thought!  We went over breathing techniques, movement, mudras, mantras, and meditations to help us focus our thought. And the instructor even used the example of the magnifying glass!  The Universe just making sure I stay on track with focusing in on my true purpose so it can manifest in the Outward World!

Week 16 – Ask and You Shall Receive

I can’t give too many details at this time but I’ve been envisioning something for Luke and I during my sits.  I also have a picture on my movie poster pertaining to this particular goal.  Last night, Luke got a call that has opened the door to some wonderful possibilities.  Proof that the Universe really does provide and with a focused intention, you shall receive!

I’m so excited to see where this adventure will take us.  This is all the more encouragement to keep our intention focused, sit, think, and visualize and let Subby fuel your actions so it will be manifested in the World Without!  I finally get WHY we keep hearing to make friends with our future self and stay consistent to the daily exercises.  I am just now getting to the point where I am thanking my past self for doing the things days, weeks, or months ago that just now are starting to manifest in the outward world.

One more thing…I was strategic with the placement of my movie poster.  It is right on the bathroom counter propped against the mirror so every time myself AND Luke wash our hands, brush our teeth, simply look in the mirror, shave (this one only applies to Luke), or put on makeup (this one only applies to me) we are looking at or right past the poster.  Though Luke isn’t a Master Key participant, he’s been following what I’ve been doing, seeing the change take place within me, and is immersed in the shapes hanging about, movie poster, and my out loud readings.  I know this had something to do with the manifestation that’s currently happening!

Week 15 – Themes I’ve Realized

Though I started my total life make over long before 2018 and I know “resolutions” don’t work, I thought I’d share a few things I’ve learned along my journey. While I’m in the midst of a total mind makeover, a total business makeover and a total money makeover there’s a lot of themes I’ve noticed over and over and over again.  I’ve begun my Total Money Makeover with Dave Ramsey and he coaches on these things.  I had a training with my Market America business yesterday and every training I’ve ever listened to in the business coaches on these things.  Of course, everything I’ve learned through the Master Key Experience has been based around these things.  And lastly, a four week transformation yoga session I’m going through is teaching on these things.

1. Intention – one must wake up everyday with intention. If you continue to just go to work and let each day pass you without intentionally changing or growing, one will deteriorate and continue to be controlled by their circumstances.

2. Discipline – The opposite of making excuses. Everyone can make excuses but only a few have the discipline to truly get what they want in life. Start to truly listen to others and you will hear what I mean.

3. Harmony – Realize you are a part of something much bigger than yourself and you are here for a much bigger purpose than most of us will ever realize. You are One with Everything and Everyone. Many of us have yet to be in complete harmony with our own self let alone anything else in the world. Harmony brings happiness.

4. Goal – Dreams are just dreams and forever will be unless WRITTEN into clear measurable goals and put to action. Once WRITTEN it must be READ everyday multiple times (no excuses, no exceptions). You MUST be able to measure, monitor, adjust and control.

5. Find the gold – Shed the “shoulds”, by no means try to fit in, find the gold within that’s been covered by years of being told what you “should” be or “should” do, and once you do these things, your world will change forever.

Lastly, if you are told you’re weird or you’re not doing things like everyone else then you’re probably on the right track to fulfilling the above.

Week 14 – Ready to Buckle Down

Old Blueprint was trying to break the surface on Christmas Day.  It was a habit of mine in the past to lose my patience before big events such as hosting parties at our house, going to Christmas, having a graduation party, etc.  It would come down to the hour or two before the event and I’d be behind schedule.  This would then lead to me losing it and becoming not a very nice person which is unfortunate because it would happen before being around a big group of people…I don’t even want to think about the negative energy they were getting from me.

Well, Christmas Day that old person was beginning to come out.  Thank goodness for Luke because he was able to talk me through it and within minutes, I had pushed that Old self out of the way and carried on with my positive energy.

Another thing that has been weird is yesterday I was feeling a little down.  One thing I have learned through all of this is to analyze WHY this feeling was creeping in instead of just carrying on with my “bad” day with the assumption it’s out of my control.  So I did just that…I looked deep inside to analyze what is really going on.  And I think I figured it out.  I haven’t been doing everything 100% (missing a read at night or forgetting to do the Gal in the Glass now and then, forgetting my blog last week) and I know I am made for much greater things.  So, what did I do today knowing I have complete control?  I woke up saying it’s a great day, the Universe is going to provide, thank you Universe for everything I am blessed with, and I got to work.  And I didn’t forget to celebrate as I completed things today because that has been one of the things I need to do more of as well.  I need to focus less on the things I DIDN’T get done (because that old blueprint tries to creep in and do that once and a while) and instead celebrate everything I HAVE done.

Life is good, good things are coming my way, there are wonderful things just around the next corner and I am a person that deserves celebrating.

Week 12 – 50 minutes of Amazingness

So I will admit I only did about 5 minutes of the sentence on Sunday during the webcast.  I got sidetracked with other things (a business proposal I’m writing up which is another thing that the Universe just kind of handed to me through some action on my part of course).  However, I just got done with my 50 minutes of mirror work right now!

I felt like that 50 minutes flew by.  I had my dream board in front of me so I could go back and forth between looking myself in the mirror and looking down at my dream board.  By about 30 minutes in I was beginning to say my sentence so matter-of-factly.  I was definitely feeling like everything I was saying was already happening especially since I had the pictures on my dream board right in front of me.

This was the first time I had a true sense of what it feels like to have residual income.  I’ve heard many times that “if you knew how residual income feels, you would walk through a brick wall to get it.”  Well for a second during that 50 minutes I had that feeling.  Was it the best feeling ever…yes!

Another thing I began thinking and this is still going on in my head as I write this, is how could I have ever thought otherwise.  What I mean by this, is how could I ever think that these things were out of reach or too good to be true or too big to achieve.  It all just seems so matter-of-fact right now.  I am so certain they will absolutely happen that I have this weird urge to start adding some bigger goals.

This makes me want to do one of these 50 minute things everyday.  I’m sure I can find 50 minutes somewhere in my day to devote to this.

Week 11 – The Universe is Providing

Oh my goodness!  Talk about the Universe providing.  This week I’ve really been focused on “Whatsoever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them.”  Well get this!  While having coffee with a friend yesterday I knew I wanted to bring up my business and ask if he’d take a look.  I was waiting for the right time when all of a sudden he looks at me and says, “do you happen to need any help with your business.”  WHAT?  And then today I get a call back from a guy I had called over the weekend and with what seemed as little effort on my part, he offers two referrals and wants to talk in more detail next week.  What in the whole world.  I’m really diggin’ this whole ask and ya shall receive.  This is so exciting!

Week 11- Falling Into Place

I feel like I’m letting go of the reigns and beginning to trust the “I”.  I love it!  The action steps are getting easier and the results are becoming more apparent.  I’m not sure if I’m just noticing the positive more or if there’s actually more positive happening.  I suppose since what you feed grows, by noticing the positive more, the Universe is providing more positive.

I have more customers, customers are seeking me, and business partners are appearing.  What at one time seemed a daunting task of getting a business partner started correctly, now is seeming quite fun!  My mindset is changing as I no longer feel a burden to people but feel like a blessing.

I also find it really fun to dance with loud music playing right in front of my movie poster and shapes.  I believe this covers athletically, musically, spatially, and mathematically!  Plus I get to work on my mad dancing skills.  One of my goals on my DMP is that I have time to take up salsa dancing so I guess I’m getting a head start on that too!