Wow, over the course of the last 3 months (man it goes by fast), I have made the commitment and intend to keep it here that I make zero excuses and I own my actions, my inaction, and the results of each.
100% truth – I mentally checked out of the master key for the last 2 weeks. I attended the webinars , but I just got off track. It wasn’t a conscious “I don’t want to do that”, nor was it that I was so incredibly busy that I couldn’t make the time. Don’t get me wrong, I was busy with several things , but nothing that could have nor should have kept me from the tasks, services, exercises.
I can’t say for certain, but maybe it was “the old blueprint” rearing up. I got behind on a couple of the assignments and I kept telling myself I would block out a time and get completely caught up ….. But that time never came . I did not “do it now”, which would have just made it all better.
Anyway, I logged in to post this blog and I thought I had posted week 10 . I knew I missed week 11, but I didn’t realize it had been 2 blog posts ! -
Some valuable reminders and lessons (for me anyway) regarding the last 2 weeks, my old habits, and how unproductive they are and can cause me to be.
One last thing , I noticed that for the last couple weeks, I had been feeling not quite right, or certainly not the same as I had been when I was doing all the exercises etc. I had been less motivated, more grumpy, and just not very positive.
I won’t say with 100% certainty it was that I had sort of unplugged from the master key ….. But I can’t think of anything else that had changed .
Hopefully Mark and Davene and my very supportive guide Danny have seen this before and it isn’t beyond hope .. That is a bit of hyperbole
Zero excuses. I am the result of every decision I make (and don’t make) .
Back at it .
Thanks for reading.