So it’s been 1 week at my inlaws..
I realize how much I need the masterkeys.
Since I’ve been here I haven’t been following the system. I have been covering the bare minimum and procrastinating at that. I could tell you all my excuses but it doesn’t justify it. Long story short these relationships need work or I need distance!!
I’ve been thinking and thinking about what to write about because I really wanted to write about positive things. Maybe even pretend I’m having an amazing time. Like I said before I have a hard time being vulnerable. I can’t stand when people who don’t know me ask if I’m ok and I don’t know any of you… but it’s funny because last week I didn’t want some of the people who know and love me reading my blog or my DMP. Go figure. Oh the walls that I built to “protect” myself. Proves to me even more I need this.
“Owning our story can be hard but not nearly as difficult as spending our lives running from it. Embracing our vulnerabilities is risky but not nearly as dangerous as giving up on love and belonging and joy—the experiences that make us the most vulnerable. Only when we are brave enough to explore the darkness will we discover the infinite power of our light.” – Brené Brown