Before I signed up for MKE I spent a lot of time thinking about if I should sign up or not. So many weird things happened which indicated to me that I should not sign up, I was a bit hesitant and questioned a lot, whenever I did something in MKE it didn’t work out. So I observed. It kept constantly messing up to such a degree that I started to reflect upon if it was something in me that tried to prevent me for signing in. (Subby, laziness, to much stress, fear of change, fear of success etc.). I continued my attempts and I think I ended signing up in the very last minute……
Then to time difference I missed first webcast… (Saw the recorded one).. Then I did not have a Printer, I bought a new one, yes it is broken I can’t print Chapter 1 and 2 out now…. I did not have the Mandino Books so I ordered them last week when the training started. It only took Amazon 6 days to get my 2 books ready for shipping??? add on another couple of days for shipping because I’m in Hawaii. They arrived today Monday, which mean I am currently behind, but I also believe that I can catch up If I read it more than 3 times a day, and if not then at least 30 days in a row. Since I signed up for the training I noticed that it was overwhelming. I was not thinking about leaving. I have just observed what was happening. I have had no big emotional outburst, no anger or sadness, frustration yes, it will take me a couple hours just to exchange the printer, if Wallmart will because guess what, my wife lost the receipt. It has been an entertaining week because it is tragic, but it is also comic. Well, that is the perspective I choose to have. I believe Subby will become my best friend and the hurdles will ease out in a couple weeks. I have done my daily assignments the best I could and will continue with that. So yes, it is “To Do”.
Now to something interesting. I have had problems with sleeping the last 5-6+ years sometimes I would get as little as 3-4 hours, usually 5, sometimes no sleep at all.
As a part of my revised DMP which I worked on for several hours before I gave it in Sunday, I added on: “I sleep well every night and I have beautiful dreams full of wisdom. Every morning I wake up happy, exited, inspired, optimistic, rejuvenated and self-confident”. I thought it was an awesome synchronicity that Mandino mention it when I read the 1st scroll for the first time ever, today. Now this is what happened from Sunday night to Monday morning…..
After tugging in my daughter Sunday at 9, I suddenly became very tired…. I thought; “If I go to sleep now I might wake up at 12.00″. “Maybe I should stay up more hours???”. NO, I decided to follow my bodily sensation and go to bed. Fell a sleep, woke up shortly, fell asleep again, woke up shortly, fell asleep again. When I woke up it was sunrise, around 6 o’clock. I jumped out of bed. I felt energized, rejuvenated and happy. I basically slept around 8+ hours. It has not happened the last 5 years+. After I took my daughter to school at 9, I came back so inspired that I made myself a 32 ounces green juice (detox and rebuild health through Juicing green juice is also a part of my DMP), and did the dishes…….. Coincidence? Maybe, I don’t know, but for now I choose to be super happy. Do I expect my life has changed now? No expectations…, I will not be disappointed if it turned out to be a coincidence. I do know that I will for sure be even more happy and celebrate when it happens again.
Have a blessed day.
Dan Bodhichitta Knudsen