Monthly Archives: January 2018

Masterkey Experience Week 18.

How weird is that. I was so sure that I was up to date with current blogs and then I realize that 16 and 17 is missing…. I must have imagined that I did them at a time where I was falling a sleep or waking up or maybe I missed it during the many updates during the kindness week.

A friend of mine currently have problems and need a lawyer. He was not able to drive his car so he could do his job and asked me if I could help him. I said yes I will do that, I drove for him and helped him do his actual job too. When he wanted to pay me $50 I refused and said; “You need them more than I do, maybe you can come to my house one day and help me”. “What you save now is also something you earn”.

Any way, it is week 18. I still continued with focus on kindness and courage, and I added on this little thing. People meet and they say “How are you doing?” and people mostly answer: “doing good”…. I decided to reflect back and confirm them like this:…. Super, I am happy you are well and doing good, you look good.” Not only is it positive feedback, they are being confirmed as well.

This weeks webcast was about the hero’s journey and dying of the old self. Yes, to make space for something mew, something old has to go. I want to share a couple experiences I had some years ago during meditations.

The dragon. I was on a grass field and a huge dragon were right in front of me. I only had a stick to defend myself. It made a move to towards me and it was as if it took a bite of me. I was not afraid but quickly ran behind it and crawled up on its back. With the end of my stick I hit it very hard on the backside of its head 3 times, and it was as if it vomited something up. I just assumed it was a part of me. I said, that I would spare its life if it would become friends with me. (It was said naturally from a place of love and was a bit strange since in the mythologies with dragons, the dragons usually get killed)….. We agreed. I have later wondered what it meant not killing the dragon.

Death. Giving up, letting go and die can happen in various ways. For example  consciously like Mark described today, doing a funeral. I had a couple experiences during meditation, which were intense but I focused on keeping my breath steady. One where I was going to  die and I couldn’t do anything except from witnessing. A big crow landed on my chest and picked one eye out, and I only had one eye perspective, then the other eye was taken and there was darkness.  I was being eaten by animals and quickly gone, only bones left. That I witnessed from above. (After that experience I was wondering if it had something to do with a past life or if it was of transformational character, I ended up letting go figuring out and looked at it as an initiation). In another experience I was burned.

Letting go of the old creates space for the new.

Much love and Aloha


Masterkey Experience Week 15. Christmas is over.

Wild Christmas and I hit the wall. Christmas was wild as Christmas always is and then Camping. On top of that I hit the wall. It always hurt when you hit a wall face first. Sometimes hitting a wall makes us reflect. I did not honor my blog the last two weeks, I thought about it during Christmas and New Year, but thinking about it is not enough. One has to do it. I still did my exercises to the extend I was able to do that. I did not slip fully, I did some here and there, enough for me to stay in the loop.

Juicing daily is on, I only slipped a couple days twice since I started and my exercises are doing great as well. Instead of twice weekly it almost daily. Way beyond what I intended in the first place. Weight is down 28 pounds, only 4 more pounds before I reach my DMP goal for March 2018. How cool is that???

I want share some pretty amazing things which happened yesterday. As mentioned before, I had hit the wall. The wall of the old Blueprint, self doubt, lack of confidence and lack of trust etc. For days I was trying to figure out how to climb over the wall and let the old blueprint behind me.

It was bedtime and I was sitting in front of my PC and my 8 year old daughter came and sat next to me.  On her own initiative she suddenly grabbed my stack of cards and started reading them out loud for me, at least 15 to 20 of them. 3 of them were ” I am living my DMP. You can do it, do it NOW.” , “I am the luckiest MAN on the planet.” and “I am thankful for courage.” I was surprised and super happy. It did not stop there……..

Because my wife is sick and need space I sleep in the office and she was sleeping with me. We lied in a big bed right next to the wall where my Vision Board is hanging. I wasn’t aware about it but she was lying and looking at my Vision board.  Then Emilia suddenly asked me “What does it say underneath our family picture?”, I answered: “Happy Family”. Emilia: “What does it say under the green triangle?”. I answered: “Exited”. Then Emilia asked me: “What does it say above the blue rectangle?” I answered: “Rejuvenated”. She then asked: “What does it say under the yellow square”? I answered: “Happy”. Emilia: “What is under the red circle?”. I answered: “Too dark, I can’t read it”. (The words under the read circle are: “Thankful every day”). Then she started asking me about the text under the color symbols in a rapid speed for me to answer her question. Just her mentioning the color and me answering. Faster and faster, sometimes repeating the color trying to trick me, or mentioning the text and me answering the color. Faster and faster for several minutes with me trying to keep up her speed……. Exited, rejuvenated and happy…. She was playing a game with me, but the reality of what was going on, is much, much deeper……

Isn’t synchronicity just amazing.

Much love and Aloha